As Sunday rolled around, I was hopeful that I could remain tearless until at least 12:01pm, and actually, that was the case until about 12:07 or thereabouts, and I was able to say the things I felt the Spirit leading me to say to the congregation this one last time of standing before them in the pulpit. Dr. Monica Sparzak had composed an arrangement of "O, For A Thousand Tongues to Sing" and "Lo, He Comes with Clouds Descending" which she played as the prelude, so it was a very Methodist-infused service of worship, which surprised no one. I told them they had learned more about Wesley than they could have ever expected or wanted! We sang "Ye Servants of God," I quoted from the United Methodist Book of Worship as well as the Presbyterian Book of Common Worship, and I read one of Charles Wesley's hymns as the closing blessing. It was a time of giving thanks for the way our stories have intersected and a time to celebrate the ties that will continue to bind us no matter how many miles may lie between us. As Galatians 3: 23-29 tells us, our essential identity is our unity in Christ, and that is stronger than even the parts of ourselves that we oft-times think most important: our racial/ethnic background, socio-economic status, or gender identity.
As I write this, I am still in Fayetteville, but this time next week, I will be on an airplane high above the Atlantic, heading towards a new chapter, a new adventure, a new path forward in ministry. It is impossible to say how things will unfold and what the future holds, but I hold fast to the words I shared with them from the pen of Charles Wesley as words of promise, hope, and trust --
Blest be the dear uniting love
that will not let us part;
our bodies may far off remove,
we still are one in heart.
Joined in one spirit to our Head,
where he appoints we go,
and still in Jesus' footsteps tread,
and do his work below.
O may we ever walk in him,
and nothing know beside,
nothing desire, nothing esteem,
but Jesus crucified!
We all are one who him receive,
and each with each agree,
in him the One, the Truth, we live;
blest point of unity!
Partakers of the Savior's grace,
the same in mind and heart,
nor joy, nor grief, nor time,
nor place, nor life, nor death can part.
I wish you safe travels and many blessings on this new adventure. I look forward to reading about them.
ReplyDeleteI'll definitely keep you updated on things. Please hold me/us in prayer as we move from this place of comfort into something unknown!
DeleteAs you held us in prayer through transitions, we will do the same. Much love,
ReplyDeleteLinda
Linda, you know you will always have a special place in my heart. I hope we will stay in touch. Sending you much love, too!
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